
Friday, December 21, 2012
I think it has been two years since I last blogged.
I never thought I would start blogging again.
I simply needed another platform for me to vent my frustrations.
Have you ever had this feeling? The feeling where you held a person so dear but yet you seem like you are of zero importance to the person. I know, it is very hurtful of me to say this. Why am i wanting reciprocation of my feelings? It shouldn't be this way, I feel so selfish and willful by wanting the feelings we put in to be equal. I know, in life, nothing is fair.
I merely wanted everything to remain the same for good.
I never wanted anything more, but also, I don't want anything less.
This just showed me that my wish made in Bintan was nothing but a fluke.
I was supposed to wait till the day I die to see if the wish came true, but I already know it on the second day after i returned back to singapore. How great.
Perhaps, God just put you in my life to help to me walk through the hardships of my life during that period of time and not to be in my life forever.
Then again, what's forever? No one can ever define that shit.
Alright, enough for now. Till we meet next time.
♥our lips must always be sealed
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