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The name is Karen. Many of my poly classmates like to call me CARROT.
I'm in love with everything that got to do with JAPAN!
I'm a die-hard fan JOHNNY’S ENTERTAINMENT, especially ARASHI.

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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♥ November 2009
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♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ June 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ October 2010
♥ November 2010
♥ December 2012

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Sunday, January 31, 2010

i wonder if its the high-ness i got in the day, that caused me to be so down and sian-ed now.
hmmmrs.

went to civic centre to do EWS proj.
im the earliest, apparently.
waited for around half an hour,
finally shaqif came.
then another half an hour, shimin came.

met jolene's group.
belle, brendan and jourdan.
went up to lib to disturbed them during the proj sessions.
vivian came after that though.

after that, went for dinner with jolene, vivian, belle, huiqin and shimin.
jap food is yummy!
hahahhas
shimin cant wait to go there for lunch on wed!

i really enjoy the time, when im alone, and listen to songs.
it makes me happy really.
cant let go

百年先も　愛を誓うよ
君は　僕のすべてさ
愛している　ただあいしてる
同じ　明日約束しよう
世界中に　ただ一人だけ　
僕は　君を選んだ　
君と　いれば　どんな　未来も　ずっと　輝いているから

信じることが　すべて

Friday, January 29, 2010

finally doned with macro presentation today.
she isnt that bad in FAQ, not as bad as i expected.
but i just cant connect my thoughts properly:S

okay, its time to worry about excel ica tmr.
sianed.
tried to study in school just now, absorbed some stuff thought by yw.
im just too lazy to study, as long as i pass and dont get some urghh group members tmr(:

maybe should sleep early tonight,
serious lack of sleep.

何度も　何度も　何度でも
今の気持ち　大好きだよ
何も　考えない！
ちょ嬉しい
何時までも　このままで　いい！(:

Thursday, January 28, 2010

finally its the 28th January!!
in less than 12 hours time, im gonna finish my macro presentation!
finally its over!
and im only left with one more presentation next thurs!
get over with projects!!
cant wait!
omg!

went to watch hachiko with pearlyn vivian and shimin today
then went back to school.
didnt really do much
compiled macro and printed them
had dinner with shimin and huiqin.

tmr will be a tiring day i guess.
after macro presentation
it will be time to chiong excel.
all within a day!
sianed.

im currently addicted to arashi's typhoon generation and everything(:
simply to nice to resist.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

macro project due in 2 days time
GG-ed.
i dont understand why am i so stressed over it,
while others so carefree about it.

my msn seriously got prob.
cant send files and sometimes when people talk to me, i dont receive:S

one thing to be happy about though
i finally finished AAA+ con after like dont know how long?!
hahhas!
nice nice(:
AIBAKA!

things are officially back to normal!
happy for it though(:

JOLENE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR!
I WONT GET TO MEET HER FOR 2DAYS!
WILL I MISS HER??:O

Sunday, January 24, 2010

会いたくて　会いたくて
何であの時　あの人のこと　好きですか？
やっぱり　違うでしょう？
付き合えないのこと　よかった。
ホントに。

この曲は　私を　イモに変わるですよ。
けど　何より　大好きから。

それ、ジャ

Saturday, January 23, 2010

two more weeks and all the projects are down!
im really looking forward to it,
partly because i prefer doing work individually than group ones.
but soon after that, exams will come!
on CNY! sian-ed.

had my poa ica2 today.
quite okay, to me at least.
i just hope to score better for poa, as compared to last sem.
and to not lose to you.
seriously.
please dont do badly as well, i also want you to do well.

after poa, did feedback survey walked jolene to mrt with yuting and amanda.
then walked back to school to slack.
had an interesting convo with them.
stop attacking each other!
hahahahas!

and then dinner with XINYI AND YONGMEI!
it have been ages since i last met them!
together i mean.
xinyi is still as loud, yongmei is still as cranky!
i really missed them loads.
loads ttm.

we were talking about memories in amk mac.
memories of mugging for Os in amk mac, amk lib and bishan.
my memories will stay forever.
they are something that will never leave you always stay by your side.
i am really fortunate to have such happy memories with you guys!
you guys rocks!

we should have a class gathering soon!
fandom fandom!
i cant resist the temptation of fandom!
but yet i have to prepare for my projects and exams!
urgh!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i want to talk to you, but i dont know how to.

ありがとう　ありがとう
忘れたいな！
一緒に　行かない？
行こう！

Sunday, January 17, 2010

i chose to not let you affect me.
only when i chose this, then i could be happier.
all i want is to get over it, and aim ahead.
i came to realised that being emo about everything under the sun is pathetic.

hate my past self man.

now, all i can focus on is all the projects
and then, exams.
i just hope to get into the the specialisation i want.
and the elective i want.

何で　聞いての？
私ね　話したくない
お前の空気　が　変わられるよ
これは　やだですよ。
あなた　の笑顔が　見せてくれる？
見たいなあ！

Thursday, January 14, 2010

finally finished my part for POM and macro tutorial for tmr.
exhausted today.
i guess i have been slacking too much with my arashi vids for the past few weeks.

somehow when the night falls.
i would be able to feel the loneliness.
urge of crying will just come.
will i be able to fight them back.
i will win the battle.

本当に　キミと　話さない。
何が　できるの？
キミはね　絶対に　私の良い友達じゃない。
キミと　一緒に　宿題したとき　大嫌い。
もういい。
二人ぎっりの時間　をいたくないから。

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

what a way to start the day.
had pom lecture at 8 when i woke up at 730pm.
how rush can it be.
never liked it.
cabbed to school, obviously.

more than half the lecture i was actually reading arashi fanfic with my ipod.
nice fanfic man!
sharon just told me that 最後の約束 subbed version coming soon(:
yippee.
this made me realised that most of the time, im happy only when chatting about fangirl stuff.
the only time where i wont think about other things.

i just dont want history to repeat.
hence, im not doing anything

Sunday, January 10, 2010

what are dreams?
what colour will our tomorrow be?
what is our ultimate aim in live?
doing so much- having fun, having to experience sadness, anxiety and all kinds of emotions, is that life?

i really wonder.
this is something that i learnt from THE QUIZ SHOW 2

Saturday, January 09, 2010

何で　何時までも　キミが　私の言葉にいる　と　思ってるんの？
止めてください
だって　キミね　そんな大事じゃない！

finally finished poa tutorial 8, just.
so apparently, im left with stats tutorial only.
which is a good thing, or not.
projects are coming just like that, but in about 3 weeks, all will be over(:
shall look forward to then.
and continue with my aiba fandom when chionging for exams.

jiejie just called to tell us that she treating us to crabby feast tmr.
or more of her bf is going to treat.
yumyum.

off to 相葉雅紀 wonderland(:
行きましょう！

Friday, January 08, 2010

maybe its time for me to start working hard for exams.
since i think i wont really get high marks for proj with all coming at one go:S
i really dont want to have low marks this sem.
yeah, im a perfectionist, some sort.

何時までも　あの人のすべて　分からない　でしょう？
これは　答え。
何時までも　変わらないの真実。

Thursday, January 07, 2010

やパリ　キミと　話すは無理ですよ。
ダメですから
私に　聞いてけど　何でブログ　日本語で　書いての。
答えは　キミ見えないから。
分かる？
この　シチュワイシオン　やだですよ。
助けてくれるの？

today is open house, so no need to go school(:
slept till 3 today.
finally had enough sleep.

this week dont seems like normal school hour to me though
since we dont have some lessons due to open house.
only had stats tut and lec, and damn macro tut.
there is only one think im happy about the tut.
it is the getting back of macro ica1.
perhaps it did motivate me to do better for my projects and exam.
though the teachers sucks!
she is so irritating!!!

but still i scored 75% for it(:

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

なんで私のこと何時までも　見てるの？
教えてくれるの？
何を考えますか？

キミ　何で　何時までも　イモなの？
何時も　インソクル　このままで　よかったの？
本当に　少しに　嫌いですよ。
止めてください！

他の人のシンパチ　欲しいの？
いらないよ　それは。
考えてください
タク、やだですよ。

THANK YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
special post for you, you see(:

finally one project down!
stats presentation today, hmm ytd to be precise.
hahhas, amanda wasnt here though):
so we had a 3 person presentation i think i stammered cos there is a mistake.
dumb me.

after presentation, stoned awhile and then to yishun with yuting to watch alvin and the chipmunks.
after so long finally got to watch it.
omg! i wanna watch the vampire assistant.
yuting saw me looking up when the word vampire was mentioned in the trailer.
:S

then homed, had a quite long journey ride, compared to normal days.
slept abit, think about some stuff.
):

anyways, girlfriend!
我们没有很奇怪/特别的关系。

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

putting up a strong front is tough i swear.

Monday, January 04, 2010

finally i have decided to type in english again(:
went to many of my friends' blog and seen many of their new year resolutions.
i personally think that some of the bad times for them in 2009 may be caused by me.
no point crying over spilt milk, deshou?
so, i will just make the rest of the time when im with them happy.
and not to cause unhappiness in them!
let's be happy together!
(:

and for the last few months in the same class tgt
lets enjoy!
thank you people.
for helping me to grow up in 2009,
especially in september!
thanks!(:

and to all the new friends that i have made this year,
BIG THANK YOU!
JOLENE, VIVIAN, PEARLYN, SHIMIN, HUIQIN, AMANDA, ISABELLE.
THANKS(:
I REALLY LEARNT ALOT FROM YOU GUYS!
ESPECIALLY VIVIAN KAME WUGUI!
(:

ps: people, please tag:)

だって　さっぱり分からないもん！
自分の気持ち　本当に分からない。
泣きたいの？笑えたいの？

分からない。
君　分かる？

Saturday, January 02, 2010

何をすればいいですか？
誰も　教えてくれないか？
本当に　知りたい！

私ね　楽しくない、悲しくない。
それより　寂しくない。
自分も分からない。
本当の仲間は　どこ？
本当の気持ちは　誰に　教えてくれるか？

タク、何も　知りたくない！

本当の仲間たち　探している。
お前は　私の本当の友達なのか？

カワイイ！相葉ちゃん本当にカワイイですよ！
大好き！
だって　山ピもカワイイ！
ジャニースのみんな　大好き！
やパリ　私のアイドルは　なかったら　私は　生きられないね。
それ　ジャ!(:

Friday, January 01, 2010

its 2010 already.
time really flies huh.
it seems like yesterday where i just got into st nicks secondary
and just got into 3&4grace.
and then collect O level results and got into NYP.
and now, im like going to finish my year one in NYP in about a few months?

its time to aim for higher things.
i wont say that this year have been a bad one, nor it is a exact good one.
at least i got to meet new people, new friends to be exact.
some whom i used to be able to open my heart to.
some whom i still can open my heart to.
some whom i think i would be able to open my heart to in future(:
thanks for everything people.
the enjoyable times.
the unhappy times, for me to grow up.

NEW YEAR
1) hope to get good grades for my sem 2, so that i can get into the specialisation i want(: hopefully, i can get at least 2As, cos i remember my bet with someone, i must beat her!
postive competition.

2) to meet news friends, like always. and not screw everything up, as usual.

3) have better relationship with my current friends(:

4) to be able to manage my time and money well(:

5) go to JE concerts! NEWS ARASHI KAT-TUN! (though not really posible)

6) cant list them all out though
:x

ps: im being jealous of people who can go to JE countdown con!):